Day 1

Refueling my thoughts,
channel it through the wind of change,
looking to change the way i am.
I'm so tired, physically and mentally
So tired of broken promises
How can i compromise this situation if i cant situate this situation?
I'm like a walking time bomb,
waiting for my invitation of death
If this were to be my last breath,
Will I rest in peace as i close my eye?

Approaching New Life

I'm crying this drying tears, silently, inside my heart.
Wishing that someone is hear to share my sadness.
Tonight is probably the last time of hearing my beloved mother preaching, redirecting me into a better person.
I am so speechless as what to respond to my precious ones.
I've put myself in this position of this addictions
Pretending that everything flows perfectly fine
But i cant define my mind, walking this fine line
Where is the sunshine that used to brightly shine?
Why am I so blind not able to visaulizing the facts of reality?
How long must I disguise this aching pain, the stain that remains inside my heart?

I dont know what LIFE is
But I know I'm hanging in there.
I dont know what LOVE is
But I know I'm seeking TRUE LOVE.

I look up to the sky
Pointing to the stars, the moon,
And asking heaven above, WHY???
I shall not die,
I shall survive...
I've been in hell not once but twice in my life
The hell of Srok Khmer
The hell of America
I yet see death
But I'm facing death
Now I fear death
I'm so bless to be surrounded by spiritual spirits
The spirit of my father
The spirit of my ancestor, my sister, my uncle
And the spirit of my angel within my soul
Loving my little prince at all time.

I kiss the floor
I kiss the dirt
This RED ALERT button
I dare not touch
As I rest thru the night in this messy nest
Praying that each and everyday is a better day....

SreyOun

SreyOun ma'luv, Ma'Lil Dove Y Fly So Hi-in-Da-Sky?
Come Down n Play Wit Mardizone
I Cant Deny Diz Feelin Inside
Your beautiful eye, Dip Me Deep In Diz Zone, Da LuvZone
Got Me So Prone, Each n Every Second,
Picturizin Your Beautiful Smile,
I Aint Lyin, M Dyin,
Ya Got Me Hypnotized, So Mesmerized
When It Comes 2SreyOun,
M So Shy 2Testify Ma'Tru Luv 2ya baby....

a death to a rose